Updated

Well as u guys can see, i updated this old blog.
It just looks too simple at the first time i done it.
but this doesnt mean i"ll be busy updating this thing.
Exam is still here.
So this means i"ll still update this blog when i can,
only just a little bit more.

Rage

Have you ever felt that no matter how much you want to set things right,

It never seems to work,

and you find yourself back where you were in the first place,

No matter how you so desperately want things to change,

They just get screwed up in the end,

You tried to hold your breathe,

You tried to play their rules,

You just listen as those asses,

as they just keep on telling you that you re doing it wrong,

You clutch you re teeth,

holding yourself from screaming in disbelief,

Cant believe its all coming to an end,

those days where you just try to live it by,

Hoping it wont ruin what you have or what you are,

As you shake that jackass,

telling em' that your alright,

Praying you don't crush their hand in doing so,

But that's not the end of it,

another pain comes,

Antagonise by fear and guilt,

Scared to say,

or whisper even the slightest sound,

Withdrawing yourself away,

Only to scream yourself asleep,

Waiting,

Hoping,

For that moment,

To just let it all out!

This is just written about an incident happened a week ago.

Season greetings